sometimes I feel like I could roll around in the grass, and just while away the hours laughing and being so much like a child.
Other times, I feel amazing overwhelmed and crushed by the world around me. Maybe too many anxious thoughts crossing my mind, probably all of them are fake worries, but who has time to discern the fake from the real worries anymore?
I guess I am not as bad off as some of my friends. One of my friends has no job, another one lost his love, and yet another one is almost constantly putting one foot in the wrong direction and wondering what went wrong.
I have not lost my job, or my love, and as far as I can see, I have both feet facing the same direction.. so I think.
I wish I had the freedom to do all the things I thought I had time to do... where do these "free people" work, and can I get a job there right now? I want to be free enough to be able to take a few weeks off and see India, start working on my photography, buy a house, go river rafting ( again), ... oh so many things.
"oh the places you'll go.."
1 comments:
man erin, it sounds like you are trying to make it dramatic! you sound like a middle schooler who thinks they are in love. you should hear the stuff they say. It is hilarious.
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